you treat me like a rose,

after church, had lunch at taka's coca with jon. nothing fantastic but rather pricy and filling. after that walked over to paragon where jon bought his cologne, Dunhill's latest fragrance, LONDON. cost a whooping hundred over dollars, but it smells good(:

walked on towards plaza sing to meet the rest, stopped by robinsons where jon bought me more lancome cosmetics. shopping with him is so addictive. we were like late, so rushed down to the cinema, where rev. jasper was waiting for us with the tickets.

Forbidden Kingdom was ridiculously funny.typical jackie chan movie, fight and laugh, fight and laugh. pretty tight storyline though(: movie ended around 430.

we dispersed, jon and i headed home. sat around till 645, he left to get his army stuff while i had dinner before going to the CC to meet the rest for basketball. haha. jon popped by for awhile before leaving to meet russel to go back to camp): IMISSTHATBOY.haha. but he's coming out this wednesday night!(: and we're suppose to play soccer with the rest this thursday:D what an atheletic young adult fellowship<3 alright so i'm home, blogging. shall go off to sleep cus it's gonna be a long long day tmr): goodnight. *i've got to say, JON'S AN AMAZING BOYFRIEND. his patience, his humour which never ever fails to make me laugh, the way he cares for me, and his faithfulness. i'm lucky cus our relationship's rooted in our common religion, which simply makes us stronger<3 iloveyou.

-if he carried the weight of the world upon his shoulders, i know my sisters that he will carry you.

so the DRAMA.

zomg, so i'm not the only one who thought that way.haha, i really think you're quite stuupid, sad to say. it's not the first time i've heard such stuff about D, but figured i'd not tell you b/c it's your life, and i'm sure even if i did, you'd turn around and point that ugly finger of yours at me and blame whatever u can on me. but this is MY blog, so i'd say whatever i want. i don't know whether to pity you, since you've chose to fall into this blackhole yourself. but blame nobody when you get screwed up. you asked for it.

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so much homework omg. haha. tuition was so super tiring but productive thankfully.

later.

willing to if you are.

i'm so bummed at the fact that lit structured remedials are starting this monday at freaking 5pm. why cant it be earlier! darn. and it's for 3 consecutive mondays. i used to love mondays, i end at like 1pm on mondays. bye early day.

game ystd was totally shitty. but, whatever.ahaha. one more next week! and season will be over. wonder if that's a good thing.

had math tuition at 1230 just now, and i'm going to have econs at4pm.
my STUDYING SATURDAY): don't have a choice, since i barely studied through the week.

catching "forbidden kingdom" with YAF tmr.

jon's out, that's good.

alright shall go get ready for tuition!

bye.

hopefully TODAY you've learnt to keep your mouth shut

GP lecture was seemingly amusing towards the end, i think she did a great job. right bok?((((:

match tmr, am dead tired which is reason why i should get off my laptop and go sleep.

will blog tmr.

goodnight.

softball, softball, more softball!

it has been a long long day. reached home around 8 from training, i am dead tired seriously.

sad to say, the only reason i'm pushing on during trainings is Coach(he is so positive, really), and of cus not forgetting the captain and a HANDFUL of team mates who are doing their best too. pretty disappointed and subsequently irritated at the fact that some team mates, despite knowing we have a match on friday, vs HCI, chose to miss more than half of training for something much less important than this.

We're all tired, i know, but those who came at 230 tried despite being lethargic still came and tried. so much for being totally enthusiastic in front of coach and behind, yea. I'm fine with such attitude actually, it's your loss anyway, as long as you don't ya-ya around me, i'm good.


nontheless, i'd still try my best,for coach and for sincerely enthusiastic teammates.

*pardon me if i sound harsh, but it's just frustrating, cus we all know, we are not THAT good, and we NEED that extra training.

OHYES, on a lighter note, ok not exactly, i left my pretty training tee in the softball room over the weekend and half the week, yes blur me. i didnt even know i left it there. anw, so found it today on the softball room table, and YUCK it was smeared with what looked like rat pee, and beneath it were plops and plops of cockroach shit. freaking gross. wanted to throw it away but teammates said to just go home and wash it with alotalot of detol. so after much persuasion i got a plastic bag from kristal and some guy, i forgot who was nice enough to help me dump it into the bag. tied a dead knot and brought it home after training, told mummy about it, immediately she said THROW IT AWAY!!!! hahaha. i'm quite sad cus it's a pretty pretty tee, but, i wouldnt dare to wear it even if it was washed 10000000 times anyway. so yea):

oh and stuuuuuppppiiiidddd xiaowei put his freaking dirty shoes on my bag in the softball room. almost killed him with me glare.(BOKBOK I CAN GLARE TOO) not like he was very afraid actually.haha. but yea. gotta wash my bag now. stupid inconsiderate guy.

i am too tired to do any work though i know i have econs homework. )): sigh. i've really gotta sleep now.

toodles.

- "stop and stare, junwei never wear his underwear..." , by dianzhuang, damn funny. you know the song stop and stare, they were totally trying to remake it : D entertaining!

burr, please keep your mouth shut.

i don't like fishball(s)! i know many agree with me. that's for sure(:

i've probably said that like a million times already, but i really need to emphasise that again. goodness. EWWE.

lessons today were fine, apart from econs, it's never fine. never. my BURNING questions usually go unanswered, i/we get glared at like 99% of the time. hahaa. doesn't matter though. we're used to it right bokbok?(:

attempting to sew the SUMO during PE was initially quite funny, but when we really got down to it, boohoo. finally settled on renting some costume at some place. provided the dumb school gives us sufficient budget. hello, 50bucks for a full SUMO suit. stingy!! the cloth already costs 20plus.

training/water hub tmr. i don't know which one i'm suppose to go for, but i'll obviously rather go for training. like bokbok said , we definitely don't wanna see some things OUTSIDE of school when we;re already exposed to it enough in school. yuckyuckyuck. anyway, plus we've got match on friday. it's only right that we train, plus there are other things atikah and i need to settle tmr.

went all the way to buona vista with mom and dad after school to eat duck rice and to collect the other car which mom sent for servicing this morning. omgg i tell you, the ride was so long, i felt like vomitting. hahaha. enjoyed my lunch though. after which we dropped dad off to collect the saab while mom and i took the volvo, went to CP, she needed to collect smth, so i waited in the car, and guess what, as usual she took like 45 mins to collect "smth". please, she came back after 45 mins with 5 bags. thankfully, my itouch kept me company(:

obviously went home to study after that): not exactly study actually. complete homework rather.

<3

LONG OVERDUE BDAY PHOTOS.

it's getting late. shall go sleep.

nightnight.

i miss YOU<3

i've become comfortably numb.

just heard some stuff. nothing positive, yet nothing that can bring me down. People can say what they want, like what i told V, what matters is who you really are.

Some people just have to face the fact that they ain't in charge. i don't impose my views or BOSS people around b/c i know how it feels being under such authority, and i never liked that feeling. But that does not mean that you can step all over me or say things that aren't the truth. I can see you're desperate to be in control, i'm sorry, but your desire can't be satisfied here. not here. Amazing how people can get so easily jealous and resort to doing such things. Doesn't exactly affect me since i already knew you were like that a long time ago. I'd laugh it off, and think to myself, you're so pathetic.

i've grown stronger, with thanks to people like you.

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lunch with jon at cafe cartel, we ate till we were so sleepy. hahaha. put 2 gluttons together, wow. hhaha. spent the rest of the afternoon studying econs): i don't know if i'm going for bball tonight. sprained fingers are worrying given the fact that tournaments are on now. plus there's that stupid econs test tmr.Jon's gg back to camp tonight. i'm actually missing him. this weekend proved to be a good one. we got by. <3

you've got me spinning.

dinner at billy bombers at Marina Sq. was good fun, tiring(kristal you certainly know why), and expensive. but the company could never be better. laughed alot. thankfully no black face from Orh jiao(: thanks dude:D hahaha. linette and i practically scrutinised dizy thru the dinner, came to a couple of conclusions. Boonkong was great help and company tonight. thanks for helping kristal and i disect that rib!(: amazing how he and dizy look totally like brothers. zhang and XW simply acted like 5yr olds thruout dinner which was pretty entertaining actually. zac and huangeng compared tummys. um, miss sunshine joined us only after dinner. walked around took photos, left. i am summarising the night b/c i've gotta go to church early tmr morning. let the pictures do the talking!

<3

talking to Jon on the phone now. about dumb gossip, but rather informative.

omgg i am so tired. cant take it alr. shall go sleep now. will blog tmr(:

aye aye.

gosh this blog seems abandoned. but hey! it's not. i'm back.

been really busy with school and training, coupled with some other problems, but i'm good now. the weekends are coming, boy am i looking forward to them. i've got to go out. seriously. of cus i've gotta study somewhere in between.bummer.

anyway. softball matches(2) have been pretty good though we lost to VJ badly and we're re-playing with RJ tmr due to bad weather ystd. doesnt matter if we lose again, cus we're improving, seriously, and that's most important!<3

economics is driving me nuts. i ate dinner already, but made rati cook me aglio olio cus i simply have a craving for it(though i'm full) which is also reason why i will grow fat in the days to come.
random,uhhuh.

decided, finally, that i shall go for prom. sitting with jayne at afi's table. it better be worth tt 80 bucks. hopefully it wont be boring too. but i have a feeling when prom gets nearer, i'll decide not to go. haha.

cchms bazaar was rather boring. but the company was great. met shern after god knows how long, she looked good. ailin and carmen went with me too. egg beancurd, yum. that was probably the only highlight of the damn bazaar. i miss the school though. and my friends of cus. nothing can beat my secondary school life. ohwell/.

okay i shall get back to my books.

adios.

butterfly; i think I miss you.