i've become comfortably numb.

just heard some stuff. nothing positive, yet nothing that can bring me down. People can say what they want, like what i told V, what matters is who you really are.

Some people just have to face the fact that they ain't in charge. i don't impose my views or BOSS people around b/c i know how it feels being under such authority, and i never liked that feeling. But that does not mean that you can step all over me or say things that aren't the truth. I can see you're desperate to be in control, i'm sorry, but your desire can't be satisfied here. not here. Amazing how people can get so easily jealous and resort to doing such things. Doesn't exactly affect me since i already knew you were like that a long time ago. I'd laugh it off, and think to myself, you're so pathetic.

i've grown stronger, with thanks to people like you.

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lunch with jon at cafe cartel, we ate till we were so sleepy. hahaha. put 2 gluttons together, wow. hhaha. spent the rest of the afternoon studying econs): i don't know if i'm going for bball tonight. sprained fingers are worrying given the fact that tournaments are on now. plus there's that stupid econs test tmr.Jon's gg back to camp tonight. i'm actually missing him. this weekend proved to be a good one. we got by. <3