alicia

Friday, August 8, 2008

walking across the ocean with you.

didn't go to school today, met linette at 1 at bugis, had a quick lunch at nydc, SO FILLING. after that went over to nlb, but was so crowded, so we sat at hans, where lhb studied her sova while i read brave new world and almost fell asleep. the chocolate mint cake there is terrible. like... not spongy sponge. hahaha i dont know how to describe it also. the texture was just weird... haha. anyway. at about 440, walked back over to bugis to get bubble tea and then back to nlb, where we stoned awhile cus i was still early for tuition.

then crossed over, while lhb went back to the library to study. tuition was as usual, productive and time flew. surprisingly, this is one tuition class which i enjoy. Miss Kon makes lit interesting(: after tuition, met lhb for dinner with rach and bb. didnt eat though, since i felt so guilty from that cheesy nydc meal + bubble tea. they had kfc for dinner. went up to muji where they purchased highlighters etc. something that i'm totally not interested in. am not exactly a stationaryWOW person. hahaha.

took the train home with lhb and bb while rach's dad picked her up. we took nice random spastic photos at kemb station platform, which was quite funny. hahhaa.

OKAY. watching fireworks with lhb at siglap hill tmr(: and studying tgt in the afternoon. I pray that tmr will be a productive day. Gotta do some econs work now.

ciao.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

You're so vain, you even think this song is about you,

HAHA, today was quite entertaining, with childish people writing stupid lame and pathetic poststick notes, IN LEFT HAND WRITING, thinking we'd not know you guys did it?! come on, you;re 18, grow up and stop doing such things. will post up the picture of the poststick. it is indeed quite hilarious. can't imagine 18yr olds still doing such things. and throwing tissue at my friend, flipping your ruler at her and then going, OH IM SO SORRY x10, then can i have back my ruler. who are you trying to kid. all these i would have said to you if we had that confrontation. And you guys were the ones who wanted to have that initially, and wait. After school, no one contacted us, and you guys just left. hmm. confrontation, ya right. then again, what a waste of time to talk to people who are so self centred and only know how to criticise, without looking into the mirror. Don't say that my friend bitches about everyone. You;'re no angel, and i'm sure at least 80% of the population of tpjc know the fact that you're the one who does that.

You said that my friends are capable of making the whole class dislike her, but i think you're even MORE CAPABLE, and powerful!! you can make the whole school dislike you(: amazing.

Oh yes and thank you so much for your advice. the 4 of us(yes the balloons) have resolved all misunderstandings! really appreciate your help!((:

Not happy about what i just blogged about? Dont come here then. And don't make speculations about what i'm blogging about. And don't be so self centred to think im blogging about you. just because you think someone's bitching about you, and yadayada. why all these insecurities about yourselves? i think its really silly to MAKE SPECULATIONS ABOUT A BLOG, MY BLOG. sighs.i like to be transparent about stuff,and if i dont like certain people,i'll sure to announce it on my blog,i mean its actually a platform to vent out my angst and make it known if im unhappy with some people or issues if my blog makes you feel unhappy or angsty,then you must be guilty. sounds familiar? haha, don't say i copied you ah! Just using your own words against you. Funny how you think that people shouldnt make speculations about a blog, but you do that when you read mine. Is your mind clear?

okay enough of that.
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School today was rather disruptive, but nonetheless, fun with my balloons. We finally cleared everything up, and realised who the real troublemakers are. OhOh and my ambulance! will post a picture of it later. Studying in the library till late with lhb and BB. JIAYOU ALI LHB BB(: We must not waste time on stupid things like them. lets study hard~!!

later.

I'm always up for taking a chance

Church this morning, followed by study session with jialin cheryl and linette at the esplanade library. reached there at 11plus, studied and then crossed the road for subway at 1. yum. got back at 2, where we continued to mug, with alot of other tjc muggers. yes tjc. oh oh and there was this girl from tjc, she set diagonally across me and she kept reciting out her notes!! got rather annoying. thank god i had my itouch. Feel rather accomplished today. YAY. and tmr, studying till late with lhb and w. shall sleep early tonight since i had only 3 hrs of sleep last night. Late night phone conversations are so addictive.

goodnight!(:

Every time you walk in the room
Can't help myself i wanna be with you
Hit the mic, a quick check one, two
Singing out my lungs just to reach you
I'm alive
And I keep my cool one more time
And you just keep on walking by

I take a day to tell myself It's gonna end up fine
It's all part of some master plan we're all a little lost inside
Even if i run right now
Swore you off
I'd still come back somehow
And here I am now

Saturday, August 2, 2008

I'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds.

the past week had been fairly fine, with some hardcore mugging with LHB and random friends in the library (at those little cubicles) everyday after school. Longlonglong lit consultations with the various lit teachers, with bigballoons and rachel, though tiring, but nonetheless beneficial and certainly enjoyable. All that laughter and stupid points we come up with, esp during miss fung's consultation at the cafe and we were all brain drained from 2 and a half hours of discussion. Laughed so much at each other, but this is what makes studying meaningful and fun.

I think especially at this point, friends are so important cus they are the ones who are gonna go through this period with you, and encourage you to push on(: When you're tired, they hold you, and tell you, come on you can do it. It helps so much.

friday and today was rather depressing, after all that misunderstandings among us, and to see friendships fall apart, it's sad. And i think some people just need to stay away and mind their own business. We don't need external parties to stir more trouble. Your concern is appreciated, thanks. but i think we can handle this on our own(:

come on girls we can make this work(: too strong for too long.

studying at the esplanade lib tmr with jialin. gotta study hard! prelims in 2 weeks. UGH.