shaven yam pie!<3

VONNE WONG I LOVE YOU! thank you so much for that heart warming email! was so sad you couldnt be here for my bday! but hope you're enjoying yourself in HK! I MISS YOU and we've gotta meet up soon. as for your watch, hahahaha. you're gonna remember me everyday at 10am. that's our lil secret. <3

my enchanting EIGHTEENTH:D

FRIDAY NIGHT: DINNER WITH CCHMS FRIENDS!



dinner at "bie fu" this absolutely weird place at suntec, food wise, was rather bad, but funny, with chonglik stuffing himself with frigging hot chilli lamian, it was damn spicy i tell you. haha, and my weird sukiyaki which i found absolutely too troublesome to eat, resulting in me eating.. almost nothing. hahha. well everywhere was so crowded! but company wise, it was great!<3>




SATURDAY AFTERNOON with TPJC FRIENDS at t3:





lunch at earl's swensens was good and costly! haha. they surprised me with a little swensens cake too!!!!: D thankyou!retarded conversations and a little bitching here and there, met the v-pres of council, he was so sweet, celebrating his grandma's bday, and he held her hand as she walked. haha. desiree and kris were exceptionally tall! so tall already still wear high heels! :D no wonder walk so slow right!hahaha. teased each other alot. and afi looked really pretty and GENTLE in the white scarf, so unlike her school image.hahahaa. met her bf too! they looked cute together. following tt, afi had to leave, so the rest of us went to tcc, sat and chatted more, it was DAMN FUN. laughed so much! seriously.hahaha. took photos. then huangeng joined us. that groggy boy just stoned, and stoned more. i guess that magarita woke him up, and of cus our funny and amusing conversations made him laugh along with us! haha. sat till about 6, after which we went around taking retarded photos, obviously huangeng was the camera man.hahaha. laughed even more cus people kept staring at us. whatever.haha. OH OH U KNOW WE SAW A TOURIST SLEEPING UNDERNEATH SOME RANDOM SEATS! rachel kept asking if he was dead!hahaha. it was a white man, we took a picture! finally proceeded home, cus church friends were coming. this day was fantabulous i tell you. Its been long since i laughed so much!!! hahaa.





SATURDAY NIGHT with CHURCH FRIENDS:

more of a random gathering, though mummy also surprised me with a chocolate truffle cake, (yum), since i told her i didnt want any cakes this yr, so troublesome. um, they sang me bday songs in 4 languages! not tamil though. english chinese malay and cantonese! amazing right. and jensen played the piano, lovely.haha. and they wrapped my presents in like layers and layers of newspaper, i had to keep unwrapping and unwrapping, finally to reveal, a pair of earrings, a necklace, bangles, last but not least, a pretty blue dress((: had pizza and pasta for dinner, well they loved it(: played board games, and then they left around 11. i was dead tired. so slept straight away after i bathed.





SUNDAY with FAMILY AND JON:





japanese food for lunch, i over ate. but it was so good i couldnt resist. had lunch with mom, dad and jon at parkway. then came home, i had another cake! mango:D surprise surprise. took photos too, and then spent 2hrs sleeping in jon's lap while he played stupid xbox with daryl.haha. OH YES, JON GAVE ME AN IPOD TOUCH WHICH IVE TOTALLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH. haha. thankyoubaby. he's doing fine in army btw. And i miss him already. finally after a tormentous week of non-stop quarrels over very stupid things, we're good. we'd get through<3
9months and counting.

AND YES IM 18. SHALL NOT THINK IM OLD, b/c I REALLY STILL FEEL YOUNG AT HEART.

alright celebration's over, gotta start studying!

econs essay practice test tmr!

love.

blogger's being idiotic, and refuses to let me upload photos here successfully. so .

( some photos are on my facebook, photo album) will upload more soon!

rain rain come again.

Saturday: korean food(it was SO GOOD.zomg, i'm going to go there often now!:D), and deliciously sinful chocolate cake, brownie, and ice cream at the caffe bar, following quality time with jon and family at home<3

Sunday: Bowling with part of YAF, bowling was never my thing, and will never be, but i was bold enough to make a fool of myself, trying to get the damn ball straight down the lane, well for a good start, i did a 9, and then a spare. oh yea, beginners luck. cus from there, HAHHAHA. jon was surprisingly good, strike after strike, that silly action boy even had his own "move", something about making the ball curve, (it really did) and he looked pretty professional rolling that balll.haha. Damien, strikes after strikes, though claiming tt he couldnt bowl for nuts.haha. the rest enjoyed themselves, i did too,more for the company than for BOWLING itself. haha.

TOday(monday): school was rather tiring, i think cus im falling sick): again. must be all the heaty food over the long weekend. got back math and half of econs, not exactly satisfied with both, but still thankful. I got a B for math, and 13/25 for econs, which is like rather terrible cus that's a bare pass, so byebye C for econs. mom nagged a bit about the B, "what happened to your A??" i dont know): haha. i'll study harder la.. ): and miss lee talked about how badly the 1st question of physical geog was done, well that already gives me a good gauge of my marks for geography, and somehow this exam's scarier than promos, and right now, seems harder to clear.
OHWELL. study study study. wtfff. it's so hard to focus. especially when homework is enough to tire me out, what energy is left for revision):

ANYWAY, jon's first day at sispec was apparently fine, some orientation run. LOL. and he opted for muslim food cus chinese food in army supposedly sucks. jianhong and ken ang are in his company, K again, and i'm abit skeptical about the latter being close to him AGAIN, since he's quite a bad influence judgin from just 1 phone conversation i overheard. but i believe jon has got a mind of his own(: OH OH and sispec training is only 7 weeks!!! the usual's 10. he's graduating on the 17th of May( POP) yay yay yay!:D

alright gotta eat dinner, and catch newport harbour on mtv!!! toodles.

you lived, to die.

Good Friday service in church today at 10am. so many babies! haha. CUTE<3

towning today was fine, nothing much to shop for cus it's TOWN. ahaha. managed to buy some pretty hair accessories though!(: and and, a pair of chopsticks which comes with a box, for my new lunchbox:D it's not exactly a lunch box though. it's a warmer(((: that's cooler than a lunchbox. lunchbox buddy, u must change too!haha. js and i took neoprints, will upload soon. met people whom we didnt exactly wanna see, gossiped abit, but nothing mean. xiaolongbaos and lamian was good, so was venezia's dark chocolate and mint chocolate. chocolate tasting at heeren was great too:D

SOCCER!!! ahahhaa, it was really funny to watch them play, i didnt play cus i was rather tired from all the mindless walking up and down orchard road. haha, watching them play was entertaining, more entertaining than the lit book i brought along to read, and Step Up 2 which i was watching on my brother's new ipod. at the end of 2hrs of their play, had a short while of all girls only game, so shihui and i who were in slippers cus we had no intention to play, joined in, bare footed. was fun, since it was just us girls, but i ended up with a tiny bit swollen foot, near my big toe. haha. it hurts when i walk, but im good. (:

alright i need to sleep. 9th month anniversary with Jon tmr(: he's goin all out to satisfy my stomach! YUM.

withLove.

your love is extravagant

japanese food at parkway with mummy and rati. hahaha. yum. mummy and i wore matching outfits today, same stockings, similar outerwear((: <3 somehow i pity teens who cant get along with their parents, particularly mums and daughters who don't go out tgt. all parents are naggy and can get annoying, but i think i've got the coolest mum on earth even though she can have traits of the above too. but it just shows that she cares for me!<3 she's like a bestfriend, the person i cry to, laugh with, and we do so much tgt! we share one common hobby, eating!:D and she dresses me! which i am so proud of, though most girls think of it to be totally uncool and ewwe. well i think my mummy has great dress sense((: and so what if we dont go for branded stuff? i think my mummy and i look better than some people who dress in big brands head to toe. haha. what's the point? spend that extra money on food la:Dhahaha kidding. zomg im a glutton. met the guys at ksc by coincidence, they were like glued to the computers at the lan shop. except daniel, whom i was talking to thru the glass and hardly caught a word he said, until the gazillion-th time he repeated. city plaza shopping today was really fruitful, but am still meeting JS and maybe C tmr for a trip to town tmr, just to de-stress from blocktest and see if i can find a nice dress for my 18th though i've already bought quite a few from CP.



and and, MY PARENTS ARE GETTING ME BIG DIAMONDS FOR MY 18th((((: diamonds are my superficial best friends. hahaha. prolly wear them on my bday(: no big celebration, just dinner, a good dinner with buds.



soccer thingy in the evening tmr, wont be playing, just sit there and watch, like an idiot. haha. dinner after that with church peeps(: i want steamboat, or korean food, or CRAB.



and darn i missed newport harbour! and there are so few repeats of it on mtv. boo.

thank you Lord, for blessing me with wonderful parents(: really. they put in so much effort and $$$ just to cheer me up today<3>

tonight i've fallen

there's so much i want to say, yet i tell myself i've gotta keep away. for now, just for now, till you've calmed down. till you're ready to talk. i don't know what's to come. not very promising, but i'm keeping my faith, in the Lord. everything happens for a reason, and he knows what's best for us.

If you ever read this, i want you to know, i havent given up, i just need to know that you're willing to go through all odds to be with me, and right now, i'm not getting that.

actions mean louder than words.

broken promises.

now i walk alone.

i didnt think it'd hurt this much. but it does. to think, after all months of promise after promise, you ran off, and that's how we'd end. a small matter blew up into one that can no longer be contained. my eyes hurt, but not for long. btw, you know, sorry no cure. YOU GAVE UP. not me. your pride got in your way. you broke my heart today, and even if you do piece it back tgt, it'd never be perfect.

so don't you ever for a second think, you're irreplaceable.

i'm an aries.

3hrs of lit exam was definitely tiring, but it's over now(: had aglio olio for late lunch, yum. and then 2 mini cornettos. Cant wait for the next training so that i can lose off whatever i've been stuffing myself with this exam period. Well tmr's math and geog, while math isn't exactly worrying for me, geog is. there's SOOOOOOOOO much, and as you can see, i'm not studying yet. okay okay, will do so after this): it's so boring, and i just can't wait for SA to be over cus i've got quite alot of post-SA activities lined up(: of cus not forgetting my 18th birthday on the 30th of this month. Not planning a huge party etc. probably a nice cosy dinner with close friends and looking pretty(: here's what's up for the rest of this month.

20th March- softball dinner, i think.
21st March- SOCCER with YAF!dinner after tt!
24th - 28th March- return of RESULTS):
28th March- night cycling with YAF, east coast to west coast!!:D
29th March- birthday dinner w friends(the WHO's going is undecided)
30th March- actual birthday celebration with JON<3

APRIL- train hard for nationals(: start the studying AGAIN. ugh.

jon's at the airforce test now. praying hard he'd get in. haha.

alright gotta STTTTTUUUUDDDYYY. darn. i miss jon and my mummy and daddy. haha.
ltr.

liar.liar.pants on fire.

the stress of studying for lit is killing me, especially when i know what's going to come out for the exam tmr, but do not have any idea as to how i should study for it. i'm so tired, sad, and depressed.

and it's all because of you.

but tonight, i'm gonna fly.

after a 6hr mugging session(okay not exactly,given the laptop and fooooood that distracted me half the time), it was really nice to see Jon come around, things went well throughout the rest of the day, thankfully.

Another round of mugging today, till 430pm, after which proceed to dinner with jon and maybe mom and dad at T3 or Korean Food in Chinatown!yumyum[how can i not grow fat---darn]

Most of the time, i love the rain. but lately, there's been too much of it, and boy am i grateful to the sun, which finally decided to come out(: Praying it wont rain today and tmr so our matches wont be cancelled. We need the exposure. And probably a get-together so that we'd BOND better. Like covalent bonds.(are those strong?:D)

Alright i've gotta catch up on math practice. boo tys.

study ali, study.

Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out.
-Robert Collier

study study study.

life at this point of time seems so meaningless since ive been burying myself in notes, notes, and more notes. it shouldnt be called the march holidays. why not just call it study week. ah! Well, here's my break, blogging. after so long. school has been fine, i'm going for tpjc's prom. surprise surprise. okay that was random. anyway, softball has been real fun lately especially. huangeng bought me "daohui" ystd. yumyum. went for jon's POP ystd, it rained. so poor army boys marched in the rain. and i'm too lazy to continue. the stress of being a year 2, is killing me.

later.