moving on with the rest of your life, dont leave me behind.

woke up this morning feeling fine for the 1st 3 seconds, and then i had this heart wrenching feeling and my stomach was churning. reality hit me once again that i'm about to lose someone important to me. And i don't even know why. Browsing through our old photos from last year and the beginning of this year, it just makes me think, how did we end up like this? Our relationship was SO smooth sailing, right up till just last month. I dont know why the sudden change. And i'm not accepting it well. I dont know how to. Everyone's telling me, just let it go. I don't think i want to, but if i really have to, one thing i must say, i really love this boy, my 1st serious boyfriend, who met almost my entire clan(: And he'll always be part of me<3>