in your presence

wow, after so long, i'm finally blogging again. the traffic in my head is killing me.

1.MOM, BIG WAR WITH HER
2.FRIEND(S), UNREASONABLE
3.ALEVELS (like duh huh. haha)

well, okay the war with mom, needless to say, has left me with nothing but displeasure and emotional scarring.haha. but what can i do. still living under her roof anyway, and for the love of God, i'd resist the temptation of going against her any further. All i can do now is try my best to be as independent as i can.

Alevels, just study ali, study. Do your part and let God do the rest(:

Friend,friends,friend. hmm. friendships are so fragile, so hard to handle. especially when i don't know what's on her mind, there's nothing i can do though i know something is wrong. But i've come to a point where i dont want to do things her way, and to have to please her all the time. it's tiring, and suffocating. Sometimes i just wished she'd be more empathetic, rather than just.. being so self-centred. Ohwell.

Anyhoo, worship in church today was great! Just singing words of praise to the Lord, brings me alot closer to him, and it makes me feel how real his presence is. For the world, may fade away, still my song to you remains, only you will i adore. Even if the world turns against me, his love never fails, and i can be sure to count on him(: and the message today was so apt. About the causes and cures to discouragement.

Causes:
fear
failure
frustration
fatigue.

Cures:
Resist the discouragement
Remember the Lord
(how he has blessed you in the past,
his presence in the present,
and his power in the future)
reorganise your life
rest(:

great is your faithfulness oh God
you wrestle with the sinner's heart
you lead us by still waters and to mercy
and nothing can keep us apart

So remember your people
remember your children
remember your promise oh God

Your grace is enough,
your grace is enough for me.

great is your love and justice God
you use the weak to lead the strong
you lead us in a song of your salvation
and all your people sing along

So remember your people
remember your children
remember your promise oh God

Your grace is enough!(:

school tmr): gotta go by myself! haha lonely lonely. but nvm. right now, i've just gotta be strong, and rely on God's strength. And to whoever out there who's feeling down and discouraged, turn to the Lord, he will lift your spirits up!(:

toodles.