i'm not missing you.

I'm determined to show you that i am not going to let you affect me, and i am going to get good Alevel grades. The library's going to be my second home soon. I'm glad i got over you super quick. I realised, there's nothing that you can give me that another guy can't(: I;m glad you're happy now, i am too. We're better off this way. God bless you! Sincerely.

I'm liking school, though the stress is whoa. but i feel more confident about myself somehow, and that i thank God for. Just planned out my time-table for the week so that i'll have sufficient time to study for all the tests that are coming my way, never ending. haha. As much as i dislike lit, largely because i suck at it, i plan to study for it from now, cus i do not want a D in my results. haha. C still not that bad. LOL.

gb has been really sweet, all that encouragement. Actually alot of people have been really comforting and... positive, and these are those who helped me get over it real quick, because, i know, there are people who love me, and i dont need a man, (that man), to make me feel good about myself. And i think every girl should know that. ( A BIG BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE PEOPLE! esp RGB, DES, ZY, XW, MOMMMM, DADD, MY BIG AND LIL BROTHER, JY, JEFF, ROGER, ETC.) No doubt, been totally naive with ex-boyfriends, but i've definitely matured now, and i'm happy where i am, having the freedom to go out with anyone i want, be it guy or girl, or even dates, of which i already have one arranged((:

I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and a hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I've got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

i'm contemplating on shifting my blog, since i do not exactly wish for certain people to know what's going on in my life. but been shifting so many times already.haha.ohwell we'll see.

alright i've gotta do my lit essay and study for tmr.

btw, math test was terrible, superhard): but no fear!ali wont give up so easily! haha.

bye!(: