22nd June 2008 : 1year anniversary, and Jon's departure to Australia for 6 freaking weeks. airforce training): how timely.

i'll miss him, but what choice do i have. 6 weeks will pass real quick,that's what i'll tell myself, though deep in my heart i know it's a long long long time. It came as a shock cus i didnt think he'd be leaving this quick. just a month's time away. wow. but never mind i shall take his leave positively. Shall concentrate on preparing for Prelims! and he'd be back when prelims start(: just nice. The initial seperation will hurt the most, but i'll be strong. i will. it's hard but i have to.

and i cry alone tonight.